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Saturday, October 27, 2007
12:29 AM Sometimes when things in life turn to its bad side it feel as though its never gonna get better... you feel so helpless, so useless, so alone. and yet you try to put up your strong side. to be happy, to see a better tomorrow. But, when you finally found something to enjoy it all, there it go. down the drain. And you seek for a comforting shoulder but you get nothing, nothing. Worthless how you always try to make everyone around you happy, but never get anything out of it. You don't wish to be selfish neither greedy but just longing for someone. Someone to be there. To brighten up that gloomy day of yours, to sparkle you up when you're feeling dull or just... there. To say, "I'll be here. As long as you need me". Guess its wishful words. probably never to hear upon. I feel completely useless. So pathetic, so hopeless and stupid. add on lonely. Piled up stress, confused feelings, messed up moods, everyone's getting pissed with, unnecessary problems surfacing... what more can get worst? it's get better than. cause you got totally NO ONE AROUND. that's when it hurt. I thought I understood you. I thought you got me. Yet I was wrong. no reasons, no stories could undone the hurt. thanks for everything. I bid you goodbye. to whomever reading this post, don't bother cheering me up, nothing gets me back to my feet again. I need time. Face down in the dirt, she said, this doesn't hurt, she said, I finally had enough. |
