Sunday, September 30, 2007
7:56 PM

DARN. Having to Promote the after O's PARTY, this blog will have to be public once again. And to think I was finally settling down with private blogging... ): oh wells. What must be done got to be done. :/ I'm still comtemplating though. REVIEWS PLEASE. OKAY. I know everyone thinking Mel is a very very depressed emo kid now thanks to all her lovish entries that make it seem like some spast lover that can't get over her undying love for her ex-boyfriend or something... _!_ BULLSHIT HOR! Some stuff I've written are alittle over the top but in a way, it sort of describe my feelings/emotions (MAYBE towards someone) just that the way I put it is kinda exaggerating. okay. VERY. SO PLEASE DON'T BE FOOL. I think I'll be a romance writer when I'm older. Piggy says my post almost make her cry! WAHAHA! eh. They are COPYRIGHT SHITS AH. x))

TAHAHA. okayokay. It's 12 midnight already and I just got off the phone with Santos. Busy busy! Aside of discussions about the party, got to use the major time to study! SIANZ. okay. Me is sleepy. turn in first yo!

DO REMEMBER TO SUPPORT 16 NOVEMBER PARTY! DETAILS WILL BE OUT SOON! I'm so nice. I let you guys in for first info. :D

.uoyssimi


loves from me!

4:33 PM

Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much...

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up,
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you,
I can just look up
To know the stars are holdin' you
holdin' you, holdin' you tonight. ♥

11:33 AM

Home alone suck. Papa and family left me at home to rot and he thinks I'll wake up at the wrong side of bed with immediate effect to go and study. HAHA. let me tell you what he said in a text message to me.

Good Morning my dearest daughter, I'm hoping when you see this message, your mind is focus on STUDYING only and not others. I have plug out the television switch and if you turn it on, you might get electrocuted (OBVIOUSLY A LIE.) so I hope you don't take the chance to kill yourself at such a young age. The computer has been set on password (BUT I CREATED A SECRET GUEST ACCOUNT LONG AGO. xD) and if you type any random words onto it, it will trigger an alarm and I will be home in ONE SECOND so please don't waste all these time and use them wisely. Okay, do study hard my darling. I will buy you lunch back. Love you.

WTF?! HAHAHHAHAH! I LAUGH MY PANTS OFF AFTER READING THIS. HILARIOUS. so now you know why I'm alittle err. let me put it this way. A chip off the old block. :D hhaha. so, since no one home I shall take advantage of my time to slack around and be Miss Consumer cum Slacker after a week of dread studying. okay. I'm not that hardworking as this may sound but I DID STUDYING F.Y.I! Hee. Missing a ton of things. Missing a ton of friends and surprisingly, missing cine at night. I wish life has in turn now.. but, remembering what Piggy told me about after Os to have fun and let loose all at once yo! x) PARTY ON 15 NOV! HONG KONG FOR TWO WEEKS AND TAIWAN TILL AFTER CHRISTMAS. yes. envy my life now. TAHAHA. okayokay. I have got ice-cream to dig ou from my fridge and a bunch of cartoons to watch. whee. ((:

XOXO

"I don't want to waste another day. the pain inside is killing me. Goodbye."

Saturday, September 29, 2007
11:50 PM

I was born to tell you I love you
Its that a song already?
I get a B in originality
And its true I cant go on without you
Your smile makes me see clear
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight

Don't you know
My heart is pumping
Oh, it's putting out the fight
And I've got this feeling
That everything's alright
Don't you see I'm not the only one for you
But your the only one for me

10:19 PM

I threw a coin in the wishing well; wishing you were here with me.

Today was a better day for me. I got up early for super roller blading exercise with JOEY! hahha. funny how I feel that I'm always associated with all the Js. :) haha. okayokay. So I met joey at the bus terminal and we headed to the jogging path and we bladed for 8 km! it was quite a tiring one cause we were amateur bladers (haven't bladed for so long) but also a fast one cause we were having the time of our life talking cock and updating one another. :D thanks joey. you sure did brighten my day a hell lot better. haha. late breakfast at the market and more talking too. Definitely more sessions with Joey in the coming future. (: HAHA. headed home after. Slept till 5 and piggy called so we chit chatted. ((x missing you tons! after that was dinner with family. thanks thanks everyone. for being concern. I'm fine. and, to tell you the truth, Half the things I rant on in my blog (those emo ones) aren't exactly real. I definitely DON'T have a particular person in mind that make me feel this way (or maybe I do) so yeah. haha. shit. this isn't really helping ah? Contradicting I can tell. xD hahaha. okay okay. I'll be even nicer. since there's only 6 people that are able to access to my blog (excluding me) I shall happily put back my tag board. :D HALLELUJAH! HAHA. okay. I hope I keep my sprit up up up! loves to all.

PS. KS NUGGET! MIA KIA! _!_ everyone missing you. Hope you're feeling better already. (:

XOXO

2:07 AM

I've got a million to pour out. You got me so captivated. From that charming smile of yours that makes me leaped into the air each time you smile to that dreamy gaze that tingles my skin with warmth when you tell me the slightest thing... even my heart beats fast as I feel you near me breathing, talking and laughing. you mesmerised me all over and yet, you don't feel me at all. Probably emotions had played me a round and cause my inconsolable heart to never find its way out to survive. And even as I struggle it all to surpass these feelings, I can't. Because they feel so incomplete without you in my life. I can't bear to close that door. Forgetting you always cross my mind but my heart shatters, my world feels empty, my life can never continue on... Cause its too hard. you got me walking on a pole of tattered and torn memories. I missed the old feelings. those secure-ness you once could give. those sentimental words that completes my everything. Those promises that we gave one another to spent eternity together. those pictorial memories of what we use to do are stucked in my mind. My Love. My Guardian angel. My Crying Shoulder. My Support. My All to go on with me. I need to go back into your loving arms. to pick me up and go through the harsh times I encounter. Could you promise me once again that you'll stay and never walk away? you meant the world.

Tears had fallen down one too many time. I need you back badly. Moving on seems so far away. Too far for comfort. I dazed upon thinking about spending another day knowing you aren't back with me. It makes me weaker. My sky have already turn grey. the rose you once placed in my hand before had all withered. I waited far too long. would you make it all worth while? ):


Let you in a secret. this actually improves my english. :D

Friday, September 28, 2007
11:53 PM

LAST FRIDAY OUTING. Ironically, it's my last outing as well. ):


Neighbourhood a peace. (:


Red is the shitz yo. HAHAHA.
i love my sunshine cause she turn my world to different colours. x)
Favs that are missed. hahaha. Perkstee and Framboos from Far Coast.



Dinner that soo sinful :D

Bestbest KS nugget. :DD

khakis for movie on fridays. :))
XOXO

6:16 PM

En este momento, los sueños y los momentos que usted y yo es felizmente juntos llena mi mente cada segundo. Souene despierto de tener un lugar para nosotros, para compartir nuestros secretos, para compartir esa chispa de la felicidad... apenas un momento de sacar lo mejor posible de mi día pero, conseguí para escaparse. huir de ellos. causa que yo me diera cuenta de, ellos son lo que que me hace más débil cada día. Yo me olvidé aún cómo felicidad se siente como.

Spanish is a very sexy language. I'm going to pick it up soon.



10:30 AM



I'm sorry. but I'm separating myself from the world for awhile. Reality ain't on my mind. I got to overcome, I got to sort out my thoughts. I need alot of time. ): I know its really paranoid hearing me rant on and on being a shit ass emo kid. but its at the point of life my life can't get worst anymore. let me pick up my pace once again. fill up the missing piece that had vanished. give me time.

Thursday, September 27, 2007
7:44 PM

"Estarás siempre en mi corazón"

I found you.
and I'm wondering if you found me yet.

THE BACKSTREET BOYS Inconsolable video 12:17 PM

INCONSOLABLE WITHOUT YOU HERE. ):


11:32 AM





what you say we ride down town together and reminisce the past that dwell a perfect history on us. And if we stay longer, the shooting stars would hear us and we could wish for a perfect beginning to our happily ever after. oh baby, won't you say yes? I feel your touch lingering me as we cuddle into each other's arms once again. That lost feeling I had when you won't around. As you whisper those sweet words again, a smile I let out to express my agreement. Gazing at one another as though we only had ourselves, I felt that the world had melted and it was only me and you. My essential, I won't want to bid farewell to you again. And by now, the twinkle lights and the moon approaches, I reluctantly got to kiss goodbye to the fairytale ending that I always thought we woud become and head back to reality. yet, your warmness still tingles within me. Never forgetting the shadow that filled the darkness inside me. how my heart skip a beat each time you were around. How I could carelessly threw my problems cause you were there to shine with me. how i wish. that feeling came back. and you never left. XOXO

Wednesday, September 26, 2007
12:09 PM

Changed my skin for awhile. I think its best I lay low now cause there alot on my mind and I need alot of time to get rid of them. Please don't be mistaken that something really bad or tragic happen to me yea. Its not. ((: I'm fine and I just prefer my life to become this way for now in order not to ponder on many many aching shits. Quiet and dull. I don't wish to bother/worry about anything else except Os and my homies. (: I'll change back to my previous skin when I'm better and more lively yeah. so Please don't ask me anything alright. haha. shit. I'm starting to feel like somebody... PIGGY! your greatest arch-enemy! HAHAHAHHAHA! xD okayokay. thanks for all your concerns yea! I think I'll stop blogging here for awhile too. loads to say in Xanga. Private. :D haha. if you're lucky you can find the link. loves from me ALWAYS! GOOD LUCK TO THOSE HAVING Os and coming exams as well. Goodbye.

ps. thank you Santos for countless of concern messages. :D

XOXO

10:32 AM

Insainity is killing me. **edited. ?og tel

Tuesday, September 25, 2007
12:27 PM

INSPIRATIONS! I NEED YOU BACK!
HARDWORKING! I NEED YOU BACK!
DETERMINATION! I NEED YOU BACK!
STRIVES! I NEED YOU BACK!
ABSORBING! I NEED YOU BACK!
MEMORISING! I NEED YOU BACK!
RESPONSIBILITIES! I NEED YOU BACK!
PRIORITIES! I NEED YOU BACK!

please stop my mind from unnecessary thoughts, God. They are draining me out and making me lose my sanity. ): its time you left my mind and I got to find back myself. Having back that resilience quality that left me recently, making me so weak. sigh. sorry. It's an unexplainable reason.

9:36 AM

CHEERIOS. (: HAHA. ah. I spent my evening watching MTV Music Awards yesterday and I don't think I really like how it is. Not only was there alot of commercials but the performance were all over the place as well and it seems as though the award show was pretty short even though it ended two hours later. hmm. I think MTV shouldn't do such an award show this way. the old fashioned way works the best still. under than that, I think the new remixes and letting artists of different genre sing together is really neat. I mean, never in a million will you catch Rihanna and Fall out Boys singing together?. Or Timbaland with Linkin Park?. HAHAHA. see what I mean. but anyhow, its was pretty rockin'. so rocking that my five-year old sister saw all those scandaling dance and she started to imitate them. O.O hahaa! I wish I was there at one of the suite party. :D my life might be really pumping now. :DD hahaha. okayokay. enough about MTV.

Results for Prelims came in and I'm rather disappointed with them. ): Got to buck up infinity times harder now. Home-studying for me now. No outings but home to collect more cash. :D hahaha! today is Moon Day Festival (according to ks nugget xD) HAHA. the loser doesn't catch any ball. its MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL LUH! _!_ hhahaha. okayokay. anyway, lantern carrying around the neighbourhood is my family tradition. :D whees. hahaha. and playing with candles and sparklers too! WHEE. hahaha. alright. I got to study now. (: pictures aren't up yet. waiting for sunshine yea. :)) oh yeah. I'm re-using my old Xanga for Private use now. haha. too much feelings and thoughts that are almost too private to say here. and alot of anonymous-es (as stated) are QUITE anonyed reading my 'emo' thoughts. sheesh. so yeah. hahaa. entires here will be lesser till after Os okay. hahaa. I want my blogger to be happy and happening not depressed nor sad. (: okay. take care peeps! loves from me.

ps, to the anonymous that left me an email: I don't really understand whats wrong with you?! its my blog right?! so I got all the authorities to blog what i want/feel. so if you're not happy about it then leave. and tsk. IS IT NECESSARY TO STATE WHY I TYPE THIS OR THAT?!!! F-ing childish.

XOXO

.no evom ot ekat ll'ti gnol woh tnuoc i

Monday, September 24, 2007
Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know (Ping Pong Song) Music Video 9:05 PM

?wonk uoy dluoW .leeF I woH si sihT


Sunday, September 23, 2007
3:12 PM


"I didnt believe in destiny but when I look up you're standing next to me. What a feeling"

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling



Sorry I haven't been blogging. haha. past few days of the weekend were spent by waking up late and then heading out till dawn. :D cool yo. hahaha. ah okay. updates yea! x)

FRIDAY
papa stayed home to accompany me to study the entire afternoon. wohoo. haha. he haven't did this with me since I was in Kindergarden. kaos. I was shocked for like 10 minutes when I heard him say it to me. Guess we're alright already. :) whee~ My Money tree is back. WAHAHA. after that was meeting sunshine and she headed back to my place to get ready. we took super long. :D haha. went to Far Coast (after so long) and then to Popular to get her stuff first. Taka for Mac and Kfc. :) then was aimless walking around cine and heeren. super SIANZ without the usual peeps. sigh. EXAMS! its totally you're fault okay. >:( hmmfhs. then Ks nugget came down and it was chilling with his friends. saw * outside cine railings and man. I couldn't control my glances at him. *drools. HAHAHA. Sunshine left at 12 plus and the rest of us caught the Invasion. SCARY show I tell you. I mean, not in a horror manner but it seem like it was going to happen real life. FREAKY!~ I couldn't control the trembling in my legs. HAHA. i do that all the time. when I'm scared or cold. _!_ JQ couldn't stop making fun of me. that shit face.

SATURDAY
WAH KAOS. hahaha. SORRY JOEY! ): I was suppose to go skating with him in the morning and then I dragged it till afternoon but i only woke up at 3. ): sorry JOJO! I owe you one yea. hahaha. visited mommy in the hospital. (: she's fine. I'm hoping things are starting to turn to a more positive side. then went back home to get reay for some Mooncake Festival shit dinner with family. wasted my efforts to doll up. ): went to find KS nugget after at Wen sheng's place. :D

TODAY
woke up at 1. x) hahaa. came home and now its four! so I got tuition in an hour time. (: haha. pictures of Friday another time. got to go. Me is having a splitting headache and its killing my brain. sigh. ):

XOXO

"i'm not the easiest person to fall in love yet you captivated me."

Friday, September 21, 2007
12:10 AM


I wish I had it in me to... ah wells. (: Anyway, today was my sort of relax day I think. HAHA. I woke up early today to help (and get paid) Auntie Pam with her stall down at Market Street. Whee-O-Whee. I saw the wonders of working life. and, whoa. I don't wish to lead such a life. I see how they rush it to purchase something and only came back three hours later to collect it thanks to work. :/ soo uncool can. WAHA. PLEASE SLOW TIME NOW. HEES. anyway, I slogged like a donkey today. pack and pack plus talked a load of bullshits to people too. GOT TO GO CHURCH TO REPENT. O.O HEEHEE. anyhows, finish at 5 and homed. okay. seriously, I need to start talking to daddy. I hate it when he's pissed and extra biased to Megan! GRR! anyway, watched American Next Top Model Reruns and gosh. I love SAMANTHA FRANCIS! she's super pretty. Cool and cold yet catches everyone eyes.... *drools. :D too bad she was eliminated at Round two thanks to her lack of personality. SHEESH. ):

She reminds me Of Prison Break 'Sarah' don't you think.
WHAT DID I TELL YA?! Hot factor over scale 9999999999999999 times. :D

okayokay. I'm going to turn in now. its one. (:

XOXO

"sorry seems to be the hardest word."

Wednesday, September 19, 2007
8:26 PM


Today Piggy and Ky crashed over at my place in the morning after POA MCQ. ((: stupid ks nugget was too tired to get up and hence skipped the exam. (see how you are answerable to your future.) after a very short disturbed nap by my two noisy companions, Cabbed to cine for Kobayashi. (: I made the waitress get scolded. HAHAA. then to Heeren. ARGHS. I hate heading town in the afternoon man. super not use to the ultra bright sun shining into my face and the very HOT wheather that makes everyone feel very tired. ): the night life is soo much better. Glad I'm used to it. HEHs. TOOK NEOPRINTS AFTER SO SO SO LONG! HAHA! memories this shall be. :) after that, we went back to bugis for more cheap thrills JUST FOR PIGGY. :D walked out sorry legs all around to HUNT for Piggy's Friday dress. Fooled around and talk alot of cock. xD After ALOT (I mean ALOT) of walking rounds, ups and downs; we manage to get her a dress to put a smile back to her sulky, whiny face. SHEESH. HAHA. Headed home after as I was too tired to continue. hmmm. From now till Os, I am having my self-proclaim holiday cum hardcore study period. :D WHEEE!~ HAHAA. Hmm. Town on Friday is approaching and Me can't wait. x) loads of people to meet up with and chit chat. SANTOS! REMEMBER OKAY! ((: aha. Too bad dearly Sunshine can't come... ): Miss you love. I want to go tanning soon. hopefully during the weekends along with Piggy and Kyky love. heehee. alright. I'm out! loves to you guys. I hope I'm back to my usual self now. (:
XOXO
"so long to the unforgettable memories."

Mad TV - Spiderman 2:23 AM

MAD TV CRAZE! FIRST UP SPIDERMAN! xD


Mad TV - Heroes Parody 2:14 AM

HEROS ON MAD TV! F-ing FUNNY!!! xDDD


The Hills Parody on MAD TV 2:08 AM

OH YULIN! you are so gonna thank me after you see this video. :DDD WAHAHAHA! THE HILLS. SPECIAL.


Jessicca simpon mad tv 1:54 AM

JESSICA ALBA POSING AS JESSICA SIMPSON! xDDDDDDD


Britney and Madonna MAd TV Skit 1:51 AM

F-ING FUNNY! ESPECIALLY THE LAST PART! OH YEA! MADONNA DOING HER THING! xDDD


Tuesday, September 18, 2007
7:57 PM


HAHAHA! this was today. WHEE!~ finally something that made me smile after so so long. (: after Maths Paper 2 (last important exam! x)), it was 7 hours out with three losers and its freaking tiring man. :D I pity ks nugget the most. the doodle accompanied us to EVERYWHERE and only complained alittle about us being TYPICAL GIRLS. taking our own sweet time and bitching non-stop about Passerbys. WAHAHA. It was Town (Far East then Wisma), Bugis, Vivo and holland Village. Kaos. MADNESS I TELL YOU! my legs are soo tired and wobbly that it trembles while walking. My sleepy eyes can't stop closing too! walk and walk everywhere plus fooling around non-stop. today was everybody high day. WOHOO! Laughters filled us all man and I like how it is. (: anyhows, Kyky and I bought two dresses while Piggy the sulky soul whine on and on about not able to find something to wear on Friday. :D WAHA. being the NORMAL NICE MEL, I promise to accompany her till she gets her clothes. (: whee~ HAHA. okayokay. I still got exams tomorrow (mini MCQ paper) so I got to study some theory and then its shut eyes all the way! freaking tired. so going to psycho papa to buy a leg massger thingy once we're on talking terms. :) HAHA. anyway, this is 3 years ago! x) have fun laughing at how U.G.L.Y KS NUGGET LOOK LIKE! (the spect spast boy. xD) HEEHEE!




XOXO

"gotta move on, to my way."

Monday, September 17, 2007
2:24 PM

Say you'll stay, don't come and go... like you do. it was the final goodbye.

XOXO


Sunday, September 16, 2007
4:36 PM


Woke up late today. nothing much cause the problems are still lingering around.. sigh. everyone pissed with me for God knows what reasons and I have to quietly act as though I don't give a damn. But seriously, I do. ): cause it suck to be accused and I hate it when everyone up against me. ah shit. so anyway, I have a heavy breakfast today. Currently, I love drinking Milo. it gives energy which is what I need mostly now. )): Tuition just ended too. going to bathe before attempting more Science MCQs. thanks to all that emailed me. (: it isn't friends problems more of family. ): but I'll be fine yea. anyway, next week will be a better week as there will be pictures and heading town probably more happening stuff too cause its after Prelims so come visit next instead because I don't think i want to blog till weekends. it'll be better for me. Loves to all yea. :) I'll try faking back the smile. I need my friends right now. they will be good for suppot. which I so need.

XOXO

"tonight I fallen and I can't get up."

Saturday, September 15, 2007
9:52 PM

*edited.

Hello he said
&
Goodbye was just a walk away.

know what he did? He walked away . (:

12:57 PM


And I wish we sticked together no matter what. (;

OKAY SHIT. BLOGGER HAS ISSUES! I can't blog much. arghs. _!_


Friday, September 14, 2007
7:23 PM

OHH-KAY. MEL IS DAMN PATHETIC CAN. )): Stuck at home ALONE with NO ONE TO COOK DINNER and only Online shopping, Youtube, Friendster, Crunchyroll, More online shoppings, Blog hoppings and blogging to savage my boredom man. ): SIANZ. and you must be wondering, where is my family eh? Auntie Pam went Cheena land, Papa having late meeting, Mal went back mom's place and Megan plus maid at Mama's house. tsk. Stuck at home = bored to death. O.O I NEED ENTERTAINMENT. I got a very very sad dinner man. two bread filled with Pork Floss (_!_ piggy and JQ! don't think I don't know what you're thinking) and a bowl of grapes. )): PS. I got to do everything on myself!!! grr. I wanted to order mac but... OH SHIT. WHY DIDN'T I???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *bangs my head on the table ): leave me to cry alone under my blanket. I'm soo stupid. )))))))))))): ARGHS. okayokay. since I'm free and currently always wondering what life would be after Secondary school and what would become of my friends and I... I shall do some self dedications to people. (;

TO Piggy: _!_ I needed to point this cause its your trademark from me. WAHAHA. My 24/7 talk cock, bitching, whining to, shoulder to cry on, telling every little shit that happen to me (sad, angry or happy), crash over to skip school, complain to, laughing at your parents nonsense and you laughing about mine, discuss personal shits for damn long, hearing you go over and over about something once you are so hooked, bullying and calling me names, coming up with lame theories, Picking on everyone, making me happy by your silly silly laughters and the way you move, laughing hysterically at your many shit actions and funny faces, able to understand all the crappy thoughts that run through your mind, thinking alike, make all our teachers pissed, chit chat during exams cause you're always in front, able to rely on always, accompanying me all the time without fail, after school hangout along with Ky for bitch-ing or ice-cream sessions, Shopping opinions, Staring at others and doing stupid things at town, talking about hot girls or pretty people that passby, Salty food love, Town night outings, Sweets and junk food, library free loaders, SHIFU lessons! :D, taking in all my nonsenses, More and More Laughters, Ipod song stealings, Coco the shit, SCANDALING (x, spamming people's friendsters, creating new nicks for others, Never hand-in homework nor pay attention, sitting in class and just talk all the way till school's over and many more. whee-o-whee. hahaha. 2 years man. HAHA. so much have we been through that it'll end up being an infinity filled book! oh man. I know once Secondary school life is over, we DEFINITELY will be in contact forever but, I still want to thank you ever much for so much. (: For all the moments (infinity) and it really brings back love and warmth whenever i think about all the funny, crap shits we do together with kyky! :D And yes, you never had any pissed moments whatsoever even though its my fault or at times when I drive you nuts. HAHAA. yes piggy. the entire world now knows. I LOVE YOU shit face. xDD Always did, always will. (((:

TO Kyly love: Able to depend on always, Vending Machine bud, Shopping happily till we forget the time, Triple C chicken love at Far East, your hysterical laughters and freaking funny but random actions when you're super high, camera moments, telling me what not to eat yet end up buying it :D, Complaining about this and that and never interrupts, Your house Mama shop for serious bitch-ing, giving in to me all the time, Always saying my name,"MEL!" in a girlish way and then whacking my arm xDDD, coming to my class to borrow Vivi, The way sometimes you pronounce things and I love to just correct you and you would, 'tsk' me. HAHAHA!!! Asking me when exams is cause you're so forgetful, see you swipe your fringe one side and all your crappy crappy actions. HAHAHA! KYKY! I know after secondary school we'll be able to have more time to hang out but, thanks for all these while being around for me. :D After Os, it'll be more partying times and hanging out together! PLANING TIME! xD "OKAY, GIRLS! ENOUGH." <- REMEMBER THIS?! HAHAHA. you love saying it. AHA. I love you Ky ky love!Although oldest but still a kid at heart. AWW. HEEHEE.

TO KS NUGGET: SHIT. HAHAHA. There's too much to say and we go from way back at secondary three but yes loser. I shall thank you for being my entertaining partner whenever I'm bored, talking on the phone for very long hours, being a reliable best friend always, rolling up your school pants and teasing you about being a farmer, Hearing your life stories, problems, complaints, talking shits on random stuff, asking all the 'weird' questions, laughing like a retard over the phone, letting you praise highly about yourself but inside myself thinking how loser you are xD, lame and cold jokes that is not funny but somehow end up laughing, trying to act chio/cool but cannot make it, Love imposing as Jay Chou, Singing awful songs loudly, Spamming your friendster, Having Lame Discussion for long and laughing about it together after that, Correcting and Explaining English to you (ONE THING I CAN BE PROUD OF.), Showing off you're stupid 148 IQ nonsense yet having only a 128 Mb memory space in your brain xD, asking me to coach you in piano yet you play like a spast boy, laughing at all your nicks that everyone created for you, anywhere :D, whining to, betting on stupid things yet you always win, Playing Scissors Paper Stone and thrashing you at it, getting away the forfeits when I lose the game, Reliable Ipod to hear, Movie outings at cine or just meeting up to slack, Bus accompanying on messages, After school lunches, Late night meetups and you to the rescue whenever shit happens, Leeching cab fares and many others yet you never get pissed and give in no matter what :DD, Being you're morning wake-up alarm, playing/laughing at you when everyone hang out together. Yesyes Ks nugget. theres hell loads more but I am lazy to type it. HAHAHA. although almost all the time you do the talking about your life and blah blah blah but hey, its amusing cause everyone know you're all time favourite hobby is to talk cock. :D ahaha! i hope nothing changes after Os man. (: it'll be best friends always.


Okay. I type hell loads. More when I'm free. Alot are on my list. HEEHEE. xD alrights. time for a bath and then more tv-ing. :D today is Self-Declare Rest Day. AHA.

XOXO

Gossip Girl The CW Fall Promo 5:31 PM

MUST WATCH SERIAL THIS SEPT! :D


3:01 PM

Finally. the stressful week is over. hahah. but not prelims yet. ): still got two MCQ paper and maths paper 2. SIANZ. after that its ONE OUTING ONLY ): and then study all the way. sigh. I made a pact with papa already and I can't back out. )): Anyway, kind of space out recently. not really sure why. and currently, i love staring out the window and just wonder my mind off. kinda weird I know. hahaha. Anyway, not going out this weekend. Next instead. ah. life so boring right now. It's feeling more and more empty too. It'll be cool if best friend is over to chit chat away my problems. (:

ps. replies to mail. :)

Mandygirl: I got my yellow dress from Forever21 but I doubt there any left cause when I bought it the time its already the last piece. adding the fact they replace stocks in two to three days. HEEHEE. thanks! (:

Claire: oh. hahaha. you exaggerate alot man! hahaha. where got pretty?! :D hehs. thanks anyway, ah. my lashes effect are from Mascara. I use Maybeline. and Nope. no eyeliner.


XOXO

"told you you'll leave some day."

Wednesday, September 12, 2007
3:19 PM

Today is Social Studies and wow. hahaha. last minute read up worked! well, Alittle cause I memorise the correct one. :DD heehee. after that was cheap breakfast at the market with Piggy, Ky, JQ and boey. :D bubble tea, slacked and talked cocked. heehee. home-d after that. tell you guys something stupid. while i was waiting for a bus to come outside New Town Primary School, two small boy (wearing short pants and super tiny) came up to me one holding a Nokia 8250.

Boy1(the one with the Nokia phone): ahh. hello Jiejie. can you gib me ur number? *smiling brightly
Me:EH?! FOR WHAT?!
Boy1:No luh. for fun! can sms you later too
Boy2: yeahyeah! somemore u from de school we go to next time, so kan ask u to intro us around.
Me: aha. FUNNY AH?! NONONONONO! shoo!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! stupid crapsters. they then walked away quietly. EVEN THE AUNTIE SITTING NEXT TO ME WAS LAUGHING! chicken. so embarassing okay. HAHAHA. so slept alittle on the bus and unknowing lay my sleepy head on some girl's shoulder. hahaha. So when I reach my stop, I was so shock that I got up and sheepishly say Sorry and ran off. HAHAHA. after that, while crossing the road, I saw Mr Kieran Leong in a cab wth his wife zooming pass. hahaha. Miss that Maths teacher of mine. he was one of the best but all of us took him for granted. ): oh wells. time flies and he left New Town. ): anyway, I am someone that miss people super easily! hahaha. its weird I know but I'm this way. :D like if my closest buddy or friend have not been with me for a day long, I'll call him/her up just for us to chat. its lame. but I like it this way. hahaha. I better not get a boyfriend man. its going to be hell loads worst. HAHAHA. anyway, many things has already happen and I'm not sure I moved on but I hope, whatever it is, we're still friends. and I still want to hang around you guys yea. :) alright. its 5 and I rest enough. time to wake Ks nugget up and Chemistry TYS all the way! (: goodbye!

XOXO

"its hard holding you, loving you, losing you..."

Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Backstreet Boys-All I have to give 5:00 PM

OKAY! if any guy sang this song to me... I think I'll fall for him instantly! haha. ultimate love song. :D


4:33 PM


So yeah. I decided to take out my tagboard for awhile yea. (: sorry TAGGERS! but all the creep tags i can bear but not scolding my friends. I guess after I feel better again it will be up. :D haha. no worries. (: if you're interested to know where I get this and that, mail me! melissa_yu_qing@hotmail.com! I'll reply back on my post okayokay? hahaha. Marc had officially went army and will not be back till two months later. ): sigh. although the com will be free for use I'll kind of miss him to bug me off his com. HAHAHA. or treating me as a poor Maria and serve him all the time. or borrowing cash or covering up for me when i'm out. sigh. hahaha. So today is Prelims Maths paper 1 and Physics. SIANZ. its so freaking hard okay. maybe cause I didn't absorb much but still! it is! sigh. this shows I need hell loads more of practice! oh wells. tomorrow is Social studies and I have half the feeling to skip the paper since it will be quite redundant. but, daddy will kill me x95605634503450 and it will be R.I.P for me. HAHAA. okayokay. I'm uttering more shit. damn tired. had cheap Japanese food with JQ, Ky and Piggy. Piggy left to meet Micheal Jackson for lovey lunch after awhile. :D homed after that. Ks nugget was being such a good BEST FRIEND. (: HAHAHA. alright alright. its rest time till 6 then chemistry TYS till 10 before Social studies read up till 12 and sleep. goodbye!
XOXO
"something i'll never have."
PS. HAAHA. Go ahead and have a good laugh. this was three years ago of what I want my boyfriend to do/become. :D
-Having able to see fireworks together on the Ferris wheel. (:
-the fireworks to pop up "I LOVE MELISSA FOREVER." ((x
-A field that has sparklers form into a heart
-watch the sunrise at the highest mountain together
-a star name after me! xD
-Picnic under the tree
-merry go round-ing together the entire day... ((:
-a love poem of only my name. ((x
-he to propose after playing a piano piece... Canon in D.
-ice skating in a rink by ourselves only.
-He cooks. ((=
-he doesn't complain when we go shopping together even if its the entire day!
-have breakfast on bed together
-my 24/7 pillar to lean on ((:
-Protective yet ultra caring and sensitive too!
-Doesn't mind talking our mind off and gossiping together!
-He ferries me around all day all night. ((=
-Just spending time together even if its awhile only.
-SUPRISES! ((x
-Piggyback rides down the hill!~
-He makes me laugh all the time
-a guy for dad to be able to be proud of
HAHAHA. YOU GUYS GIGGLING NOW RIGHT?!!! LOSERS. HAHAHA.

Monday, September 10, 2007
11:29 AM


Rain rain go away~ ): sigh. super boring man. woke up at 10 plus and have been accompanying Ks nugget on the phone till now. that loser went to school despite telling him alot of people not coming. stupid. HAHAHA. its 11.30! i got half an hour more then study for an hour before tuition and hardcore study till late. :D whee. I LOVE MY LIFE NOW. NOT! arghs. it suck it suck! shit. okayokay. do enjoy your prelims people. goodbye for now.
XOXO

12:41 AM

OUTING ON FRIDAY! (:

So, I was really late for to meet Sunshine. ): made her wait for two hours! SORRY LOVE! ): thanks to papa luh. arghs. anyway, didn't have much cash for the day. BROKE like no one business. it suck damn badly. Cabbed down as soon as possible. Marc gave me a lift. HEH HEH. I pay for cab though. :D Met her at Rocky's as usual. Spyder and JQ were there too. :D
K.S nugget looked emo. haha. he was broke too so that must be the reason. HAHAHA.
EH! SMILE LEH! you like that act cool look like shitz can. :DD WAHAHAHA.
anyway, went to Xing Wang to find Piggy, Kyky and Raynell to chit chat alittle. (:
they all saw me happy happy! WHAAHAHHA!. the three ordered alot of food! damn. should had came earlier to steal. HAHAHA. as usual crap around plus talk cock. :DDD
Disturbing PIGGY! hahaha. she's super funny! I kept pulling her tubie dress. :D Ky ky act one bully man. actually, she damn hum one. WAHAHAHA. (don't kill me kyky!! ((:)
Super Lovies! HAHAHA. I lovee. (:

PIGGY IS RETARDED ALL THE TIME! daddy told me its because they don't have brains! WHAHAHAHA!
((: so, after that headed down to let the three of them catch up. (: talk cock as well and say HIs. then walked around aimlessly again. HAHAHA. seriously, I don't know what else to do in CINE. its either, Friends, talk shits, Slack outside to look at people, Rocky's and movies. what else man?
Spyderman Spyderman! HAHAHA. this is a very funny spyderman. (: he shall take over the actual Spiderman! HAHAHA. so after walking around, went to meet Ky they all. Shaun and co came over too. Slacked outside to crap. HAHAA. we were decided to head to MOS but NO ID! ): misery! waited for Lee Xiang and Brent to come find us.
SUMMER SUNSHINE. HAHA. thats my colour today! Marc says I look like a walking sun. too bright. that shit head. WAHAHAHA.
:D
Please tell him that he is a very bad imposer. :DDD WAHAHAHA! Ks nugget trying hard to act chio but, cannot make it. _!_ HEEHEE!

Kyky love for you! heehee.
So after that, I bid farewell to Ky and Charis first as they wait for their B.Fs :D headed to rocky's to slack with JQ and co. (:
SMOKING IS A POLLUTION. it will be bad for your future plantation JQ! WAHAHAHA! xDDD stupid losers like him contribute to Global Warming. ):<

This is J.J and his girlfriend! I think they are super loving and cool! not forgetting they both got killer jobs! HAHAHA. (: Nice people. :D
So after that, sunshine had to leave already. sighs. I felt bad not spending enough time with her. ): I wonder when we'll be able to hang out again. thanks to Os. ):<

Bestest Ks nugget. (HAPPY NO?) xDDD

Headed back to Rocky's with JQ. he was alittle pissed with me cause I sort of Ps him when I asked him to come out today. AHA. SORRY LUH BEST FRIEND! so, I bought him Strepsils for his throat while I ate my Push Pop! :DD then, went to find Charis and Ky to see what the plan was. everyone has arrived. JQ left with his friends to play pool. slacked outside the railings cause we ended up not moving and moaning over not being able to go MOS. thanks to no ID. ): SIANZ.

Martin was alittle moody about the fact that we were wasting time. ): sorry yea. HAHA. so, was disturbing brent and Lee Xiang all the way and crapping around with their friends. HAHAHA. it was okay luh. (: stucked around with them till 2 plus and then they had to leave. ): the guys went to MOS instead. hehs.
Lovies. :D
Raynell dear. HEE.
BORED BORED. HAHAHA.
_!_ BRENT DESERVES THIS. He kept calling me porky. that Micheal Jackson. HAHAHA.

After they left, went to meet JQ. (: so thats all! HAHAHA.

TODAY (SUNDAY)
I had hardcore tuition man. and study for 2 hours in between. missed my High School Musical. damn sad man. sigh. plus daddy's naggings to bear. arghs. anyway, he changed my After Os plans. he said that if I can't make it to JC here (whichis highly impossible at the rate I'm going) he wants me to go take some private Uni thingy then go AUSSIE to study once i'm done. WOHOO. (: cool plan. hahaha. okayokay. its 1.30 now and I am turning in soon. (: morning call at 7.30 to study all the way. wohoo. my life rocks now. NOT. HAHAHA. alright take care for now! blog after prelims? or when I'm bored. HEEHEE.


XOXO


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