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Saturday, September 29, 2007
2:07 AM I've got a million to pour out. You got me so captivated. From that charming smile of yours that makes me leaped into the air each time you smile to that dreamy gaze that tingles my skin with warmth when you tell me the slightest thing... even my heart beats fast as I feel you near me breathing, talking and laughing. you mesmerised me all over and yet, you don't feel me at all. Probably emotions had played me a round and cause my inconsolable heart to never find its way out to survive. And even as I struggle it all to surpass these feelings, I can't. Because they feel so incomplete without you in my life. I can't bear to close that door. Forgetting you always cross my mind but my heart shatters, my world feels empty, my life can never continue on... Cause its too hard. you got me walking on a pole of tattered and torn memories. I missed the old feelings. those secure-ness you once could give. those sentimental words that completes my everything. Those promises that we gave one another to spent eternity together. those pictorial memories of what we use to do are stucked in my mind. My Love. My Guardian angel. My Crying Shoulder. My Support. My All to go on with me. I need to go back into your loving arms. to pick me up and go through the harsh times I encounter. Could you promise me once again that you'll stay and never walk away? you meant the world. Tears had fallen down one too many time. I need you back badly. Moving on seems so far away. Too far for comfort. I dazed upon thinking about spending another day knowing you aren't back with me. It makes me weaker. My sky have already turn grey. the rose you once placed in my hand before had all withered. I waited far too long. would you make it all worth while? ): Let you in a secret. this actually improves my english. :D |
