Saturday, August 11, 2007
1:15 AM I remember the days we spent together Were not enough And it used to feel like dreaming Except we always woke up Never thought not having you Here now would hurt so much Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you, I can just look up And know the stars are, Holding you, holding you, Holding you tonight... "maybe you just don't bother huh?... and maybe I never stop caring..." sigh. I feel so tard for typing this but I guess its one of these days when problems overflow and you don't know what else to do but type out your feelings... sorry if I'm wasting your time. ): I don't know what i am now. I reminisced the past almost every night these days... probably its because i feel empty, so alone. and then again I doubt you*'ll understand. probably since long I knew that I was always the one standing aside of you. the one you never took second glance at. heh. you probably won't even know its you*... stupid me. (: give up last year's memories. it was a foolish start anyway... =( arghs. I feel the hurt overwhelming now. its bedtime; where my nightmares start again... ): |